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I have a lot of respect for Orson Scott Card. By linking his name with mine in the title, I am not presuming that my writing is the same caliber as his, at least not yet. But I admire him greatly because he has been able to do something that I am trying to do as well.

510x67QysdL._BO2,204,203,200_PIsitb-sticker-arrow-click,TopRight,35,-76_AA278_PIkin4,BottomRight,-65,22_AA300_SH20_OU01_You see, Orson Scott Card is a Latter Day Saint, or Mormon,  as they are also known. He is also a science fiction writer, as well as a writer of Bible stories for the Mormon church. Most of the time, his science fiction writing and his writing for the Mormon Church stay separate. But there are a few exceptions. I have in my library at home a book called The Folk of the Fringe. It’s a collection of short stories that are dystopian in nature, but also bring Mormons into the story. And Card has also used Mormons in his other stories, usually as an oblique reference.

But I learned long ago that who you are as a person will be reflected in your writing, regardless of what you write. Card has allowed his values to be reflected in many of the characters of his stories, sometimes bringing other Christian characters, such as a Catholic nun in the Ender’s Shadow series. Having such characters allows him the latitude to bring in ideas that are important to him. But he’s never preachy, and I think that’s his saving grace. He simply raises questions.

Most everyone knows that Orson Scott Card is a Latter Day Saint, and although I don’t know for sure, I suspect that being so hasn’t held him back in his career. And he hasn’t been either boastful or shy about what he is or what he believes.

I am a Seventh-day Adventist Christian, which in some people’s minds puts me in the same category as Card. Just like Card, I don’t intend to hide my beliefs or who I am, but at the same time, I don’t plan on using my writing to try to make my readers into Adventists. But as I mentioned before, what I believe is bound to come out in my writing at some point, for better or for worse.

Science fiction is about considering new ideas, and ironically I find that sci-fi readers are generally more open minded about ideas than many of my Christian readers. Even now, I get a raised eyebrow or two on campus when I mention that I write Christian suspense and science fiction. Not scholarly, I guess, despite how many professors have written in both of those genres.

And so after surviving high school and years of working in conservative Christian institutions, I have decided that I won’t hide my light under a bushel anymore. As Popeye says, I yam what I yam.

My writing will reflect that, whether I want it to or not. And that’s not such a bad thing.

I’m Holding Out for a Hero

Posted: March 19, 2013 in Myths, Stories, Writing

Heroism: 1. extreme self-sacrificing courage esp. in fulfilling a higher purpose or attaining a noble end; 2. the qualities of a hero.

My doctoral dissertation dealt with mythology and how the myths we buy into cultivate our view of the world. And so it’s probably no surprise that I succumb to a bit of hero worship as a writer. Oh, I’m not talking about the nickel heroes we have these days: sports figures and movie stars, politicians and musicians. They aren’t heroes, even if we would like them to be. Take a look at the definition of heroism that I lifted from Webster’s Collegiate.

A hero is someone who does what is right to the detriment of their own needs. A hero is someone who puts others–or a cause–above his own benefit, or his own life, if necessary. I don’t care how good looking the actor or how powerful the athlete, if they can’t put others before themselves, they don’t deserve the title.

As a writer, I’m especially attracted to heroes–and heroines–who grow into the part. Because I believe that heroes are made, not born. I was never a big fan of James Bond–in the early days at least. Anyone who could cakewalk through adversity didn’t deserve my attention. I prefer the style of Indiana Jones, who toughed his way through adversity, and even though he was a lot worse for wear, ended with the girl and the trophy, but not usually for himself.

I’ve created my share of heroes, and they usually start off as common people who respond to an uncommon situation. In Infinity’s Reach, it was the pampered daughter of the U.S. Secretary of State, who just because of her father is chased, captured and attacked many times. She could surrender to circumstances. Instead, she learned to adapt to a hostile world and became a better person because of it. In the end, the goal of the nation became her goal as well.

I enjoy seeing the hero change as the story continues. If you have a story where the hero remains the same, as is too often the case in action movies these days, then I consider it a story that is sadly lacking. There should be internal and external change. And the internal change is best served when it happens to your protagonist. That’s not always the case, but I think it should be strongly encouraged.

Then there’s the postmodern view that we are all just victims of our environment, our circumstances. In the end, everything comes to a bleak, final conclusion. What do we gain from such a story? If mythology paints our view of the world, then we need hope in that illustration in order to survive.

Heroes play an important part in our psyche. What would our view of America be without heroes like Jefferson, Washington, Lincoln? I believe that writers have an obligation to consider what message their story is sharing with the reader, especially when it comes to presenting our heroes.

We all need heroes.

The following is a new short story that I intend to turn into part of my project Pilgrim’s Progress novel this summer. Enjoy.

 

The sun baked our brown, supple bikinied bodies, and we reveled in it. Four of us—Marcie,  Kimmy, Infinity and me, Ellie—were on permanent spring break. School was out, and we had no plans to ever return—ever.

The resort that Kimmy had found was just yummy. The pool boys brought us towels when we got too warm or too cold—which was like, never, but we loved the attention anyway. The bartender brought us champagne—champagne, mind you—and we nibbled on crab cakes, lobster bisque and sampled fruit cups that wandered our way on trays carried by the most handsome young college boys imaginable.

But the best part was the sun. We lay in it for hours and hours each day, and the amazing thing is that we never got sunburned. Marcie thought it was because of the special cocoa butter that the resort provided. Kimmy said it was that the sun was different here, wherever it was we were. I didn’t worry about it, but just enjoyed it.

At night we danced under the full moon with a long line of hot guys waiting for each of us.  Marcie and Kimmy disappeared every once in a while, and I would hear them giggling in the bushes or up on the veranda or not hear them at all. But they always returned, a small smile on their lips.

Right now, the two of them were whispering and pointing at the buff hunk of man meat that was cleaning the pool and smiling at them. He was tall, dark and Hispanic, and I knew that was Marcie’s weakness. Me? I was more into the Nordic look.

I turned and looked at Infinity, who was staring off in the distance, and shook my head. We had been friends for a long time, and even though Infinity was always a part of our little escapades and adventures, I could tell her heart and mind wasn’t in it. She sat with her floppy hat pulled down over her gorgeous blonde head and stared off to the west. a slight frown on her lips.

“What is it, Finn?” I asked her.

She didn’t answer right away, but kept staring off into the distance. Then:

“Do you see that man standing over there?”

“Where?”

She didn’t point, but raised her chin slightly. “Across the ravine. Over on that rise of ground.”

I exhaled and pulled myself up to a sitting position, turning as I did so, and looked where she was indicating. It was quite a ways away, but I did see a figure standing on the rise.

“Yeah, so?”

She frowned again. “I think he’s trying to get my attention.”

I giggled. “You have half the resort after you, and you’re worried about one guy half a mile away? Must be some guy.”

Infinity didn’t respond to my joke. Instead, she turned to the other two.

“Anyone have a pair of binoculars?”

Marcie smiled and Kimmy laughed out loud.

“Sure,” Kimmy said. “Let me reach down into my bikini top and pull a pair out.”

“I’ve seen what you have in that bikini top, Kimmy,” said Marcie. “They’re not binoculars.” The two girls giggled, and Infinity shook her head.

“Maybe the bartender has a pair of binoculars,” I suggested. Infinity nodded, and got up from her chaise lounge and wandered over to the bar. I watched her ask the bartender, who nodded and reached down under the bar, producing a pair of small opera glasses. Infinity smiled and nodded to him, then brought them back. She stood next to me, adjusted the glasses and looked at the figure so far away.

“So? I asked finally. “What do you see?”

In response, she handed me the opera glasses. I raised them to my eyes—funny, I remembered a time when I had worn glasses constantly and was blind as a bat without them, but here I didn’t need or even have them. I looked through the eyepiece and waited for my eyes to adjust to the brightness.

There on the ridge stood an ordinary looking man—very plain looking in contrast to all the eye candy around the resort—standing in military fatigues and looking at us. He was obviously trying to get our attention. As I looked at him, I got the feeling that he could see me just as well as I was looking at him. He had a stubbly beard, a dirty face and soulful eyes. I looked at those eyes and found myself wanting to know him better.

“What’s he doing?” Marcie asked, suddenly interested.

“Nothing,” I said. “Just standing there. Wait….” I paused as I saw him turn and reach behind him. He lifted up a large white pad and held it up for me to see. Written on the page I could read: ITS NOT A RESORT.

“He has a sign that says ‘It’s not a resort,’” I told them.

“What’s not a resort?” Kimmy asked.

“What do you mean, ‘what’s not a resort.’ He’s talking about this place, stupid,” said Marcie.

“That’s ridiculous,” Kimmy said.

“Wait,” I said. “He’s writing something else. It says ‘Don’t drink the champagne.’”

The man held up the white pad across his chest so I could see it, and looked at his words, then back at me. The mournful eyes looked into my soul.

“Guys, I think he’s serious,” I said.

“This is stupid,” said Marcie. “He’s just some ugly guy trying to get a rise out of us.”

“Well, he got my attention,” said Infinity. “Ellie, let me see those glasses.” I gave her the binoculars and she started to lift them to her eyes. I saw her hesitate and watched as still another young gorgeous boy came to us with another tray of champagne. We each took a glass, and the boy smiled back at us.

“Salsa dancing tonight at 9, ladies,” he said, flashing very white teeth at each of us in turn.

We waited for him to leave, then Marcie raised her glass to take a drink, but Infinity pulled her arm down and stopped her.

“What?” Marcie asked.

“What if he’s right?” Infinity said.

“Right about what?”

“What if there’s something wrong with the champagne? What if this place really isn’t a resort?”

Kimmy laughed out loud. “Now you’re really trippin’. That guy is just some crazy man up there on the hill. And you’re going to believe him?”

“I don’t know. Maybe,” Infinity said, the frown returning to her face. “Tell me, Kim. You paid for our rooms, right?”

“Uh, yeah?”

“How much did you pay? And did you pay cash or credit card?”

“I…I don’t remember.”

“Marcie, how long have we been here?”

Now Marcie frowned. “Weeks?”

“Isn’t a spring break only supposed to last a week?” She turned to me.

“Ellie, do you remember how we got here? Did we take the train? Fly? Drive?”

I couldn’t answer her.

“Something is definitely wrong here,” she continued. “It’s all exactly right. I’ve been worried about it for several days now. Nothing is this perfect. Nothing.”

I turned and saw that Kimmy was already drinking the champagne, and as I watched I saw Marcie raise her glass as if to drink too.

“Sweetie, you worry too much,” said Marcie, the drink poised an inch from her mouth. “The boys are gorgeous, the sun is wonderful, the pool is clean…and the champagne is the most tasty I have ever had. Even if something is wrong, I don’t want to know about it.” And then she joined Kimmy in drinking the rest of her champagne.

Kimmy and Marcie wandered off in search of escorts for the evening, but I stayed with Infinity, who continued looking off into the distance at the stranger. I watched her for a long time, the two champagne glasses still held in my hands. Finally she handed the opera glasses back to me. I looked at the man on the hill and read his message:

            I CAN HELP YOU ESCAPE.

That evening we went to the dance, but Infinity and I were not in the mood to participate. I had a lot of respect for Infinity, and even though I was confused by what she said versus what I saw around me, I trusted her. We sat on the edge of the crowd, watching others dance and say no to boy after gorgeous boy who wanted to salsa with us. Marcie and Kimmy were having their usual fun, flirting and dancing with guy after guy, and occasionally disappearing with a particularly sexy one. Kimmy spent most of the night with the bronzed Hispanic pool boy she had been ogling all day. After a while, we both grew bored in watching the others having fun, and we went back to our bungalow.

I had restless dreams that night. Nightmares, in fact. There wasn’t any particular theme to them. Just jumbled images of grotesque people, brutal men and scary places. But they were nothing compared to the nightmare that confronted me when I woke up.

I had gone to sleep in a white bungalow overlooking a pool and decorated in white rattan and bamboo furniture. My bed was covered by silk sheets and a delicate lace-edged comforter. I had thought the room dreamy over the time we had spent there, with each of the four of us having our own rooms.

When I woke up, I lay on a stained mattress with a brown Army blanket with holes in it. I looked around me and didn’t recognize the room. I gasped as a rat scurried across the edge of the room. Sunlight filtered in from a hole in the roof. Bare, rough boards made up our floor, and the door to my room was simply a heavy sheet of plywood.

And my vision was blurred. Startled, I found a dusty set of eyeglasses beside my bed and put them on. They seemed oddly familiar.

I heard noises from the other rooms. In one direction, from Kimmy’s room, I heard snoring. I had never heard her snore before. I tiptoed to the door and peeked in the partly opened door. She lay in bed with a heavy Hispanic man who I realized vaguely resembled the pool boy. But this man was at least 40, with a week’s growth of beard, a pot belly and scars on one side of his face. I cringed and stepped back in the hallway.

Then I heard crying coming from Infinity’s room. I pushed her door open and almost didn’t recognize the girl sitting on the cot. Her hair was matted, her skin was gray, and she was underweight by at least 30 pounds.

“Finn?” I asked weakly. The girl took her tear-stained face out of her hands and looked up at me. It was her, but Infinity was no longer the healthy, gorgeous college girl that I had always envied. She was a skeleton.

I watched the look on her face as she looked at me, then I realized that she was not the only one who had changed. I looked down at my stick-like arms, my bony legs, and felt the ribs that stuck out from my sides. I quickly wished for a mirror, then just as quickly was glad I didn’t have one.

Infinity stood up and together we walked to the front door of what we had called a bungalow. Now we realized that it was merely a shack. We looked out at what we had thought was a pool and the area where we had spent our days sunning.

Instead we saw a pool of stinky green water covered with scum, surrounded by dirt. What we had seen as handsome college boys we now saw as plain, and often ugly, soldiers in uniform. They walked across a dirt area that we had seen as tile covered, and above us in the distance I could see both a guard tower and a barbed wire fence surrounding the compound.

“It must have been the champagne,” Infinity muttered, and as she said it, I saw one of the uniformed men passing out Dixie cups of something to other women who looked just as emaciated as we were.

I stared up at the sun. A day ago it has seemed warm and inviting. Now it was hot and scorching. My eyes traveled from the sun down to the tower and then to the distant rise beyond the ravine. The stranger stood there, waiting for us.

“I’m ready,” I said. “Let’s get out of here.”

 

As I have mentioned here many times before, I’m teaching a Narrative Writing class this semester that is presently winding down. In addition to requiring students to write the first 50 pages of a novel as well as the outline, they will have an essay final. One of the questions on the final I have been talking to them about since the beginning of the semester. The question is this: What is your life philosophy and how is it reflected in your writing?

I doubt very much that any of the students will be flippant about their response, especially considering the second part of that question and that I have become intimately familiar with their writing. But it is a question that I think every writer needs to ask themselves.

The idea for the question comes from a book that I have in my home library. The name of the book escapes me, but it features a variety of contemporary writers who tell of the author that had the biggest influence on them. The essay I go back to time and again was written by Stephen Lawhead, Christian fantasy and historical novelist. In it, he talks about the influence that J.R.R. Tolkien had on him as a writer. He also tells how Tolkien, himself a Christian and part of the Oxford group of authors called The Inklings that also included C.S. Lewis, was asked time and again about the powerful Christian metaphors that could be found in The Lord of the Rings. What does it all mean?

“It’s just a story, that’s all,” Tolkien would say. And he was right. Tolkien did not write about Frodo, Aragorn and Gandalf in an effort to evangelize the world, or even express his love for a Savior. But the message was there, nevertheless.

Lawhead saw it as a revelation in his own writing. Instead of approaching his Christian mission in life in a heavyhanded way, the reality was–as he saw it–that regardless of what he wrote, what he believed would shine through. That was both liberating and sobering. Liberating because he had the license to write whatever he wanted without feeling guilty. Sobering because if he truly didn’t believe what he espoused, that would come through as well. You can’t fake sincerity, no matter how much you try.

And so it comes around to my students. In a couple of weeks, I will ask them the telling question. What do you believe? In some cases, I suspect they won’t truly know what they believe until they take a hard look at their own writing. Maybe their stories will serve as a window into their own soul, a place many college students need to examine more often.

I’ve always loved to write. In fifth grade, my teacher told me I would someday make a great freelance writer (I had no idea at the time what that meant, but it stuck with me). When I was in high school, my friends dubbed me the poet laureate of our class. And so I dreamed of someday being a writer.

Then I got to college. I had one professor who wrote on a paper that I would never make it as a writer, “because I had never read the classics.” I began to believe him and others like him, and bounced between  potential majors, sticking with an “undecided” major until the beginning of my junior year. Then my roommate told me, “You’ve always wanted to write. So write. They say you won’t go anywhere with your writing. I say, @#$% them.”

And so I got a degree in communication. I was in love with writing. I was also in love with a young woman that I eventually made my wife. I warned her when I proposed that “we will probably be poor as church mice.” She ignored my warning and married me anyway.

But getting married and soon having a family raised a quandary in my mind. How do I follow a passion in writing with its accompanying vow of poverty, and still take care of your family’s needs? I began looking for jobs that would allow me to hone my writing skills, and, if possible, allow me time to work on my own writing projects. I was a newspaper editor, worked in hospital public relations, was a book and magazine editor, and am now a university professor. On campus I am known for who I am in the classroom, or as editor of the alumni magazine, or my duties as the school’s webmaster. But in my own mind, all of those are just jobs to pay the bills. My muse–and my self-identity–lies in my own writing, mostly on novels.

I’ve had a couple of opportunities over the years to work on my writing full time. And when I don’t have the opportunity, I dream about it. But for the most part, that’s all it is; a dream. The reality is, only about 100 people write full time successfully in the United States. And here’s the rub: in order to make a living at writing, you have to write what the editor wants, not what you are inspired to write. And that’s when a passion becomes just another job.

The other thing I notice when I write full time is that I long for a job with social interaction. Writing is a very lonely profession. We’re talking hundreds of hours all alone, just to come up with the rough draft of a novel. And then there’s all that rewriting time that’s required. When I’ve been unemployed, or been writing seriously during the summer months, I’ve often longed for time in the classroom. (Yeah, I know; hard to believe, isn’t it.) That’s part of my gregarious nature, which can be difficult for someone who’s serious about writing. I’ve invested the thousands of hours in front of the typewriter or the computer keyboard. But I also find I need that time in the classroom to keep me from reenacting Tom Hanks on the desert island talking to a volleyball.

Turning my back on full-time writing also means I have another source of income, which also means I can write what I please, regardless of whether it gets published, or even whether anyone ever reads it. When you are spending your free time writing, with no guarantee of it getting published, you may as well enjoy what you’re doing.

So where does that take me? Well, a few years ago, I thought I had the perfect job. I could teach for eight months out of the year, and get my socializing done. During that time I would dream of spending my summer writing. In the summer months, I would let my creative juices flow into the pages of my latest novel, but eventually get to the point where I longed for the classroom again. Ironic, isn’t it? But it was a dynamic that worked for me.

Lately though, my responsibilities at the school have blossomed in other areas, and I find myself, a week after graduation, still trying to let my day job go. Sunday marks the beginning of our first 2011 Summer Challenge, and I am thinking that I will probably commit to writing in the morning and doing other stuff in the afternoon. The trouble with that scenario is just letting go of the “other stuff” so that I can concentrate on writing.

If anything were to get me to take the leap and quit my day job, that will probably be it. My mind isn’t as ambidextrous as it used to be, and so I find it difficult to switch gears and think about complex storylines and characters when my cell phone is calling me. Writing is a complicated business, and much of it is mind games.

Don’t worry if you’re a student of mine. I won’t be leaving the classroom anytime soon. But if Doubleday calls me one of these days, asking that I accept their $250,000 advance for my work in progress, it just might be a temptation.

I am finishing up the last few chapters of a three-book, four-year series entitled “The Champion.” My protagonist is a pastor who is called by God to accuse a corporation of wrong doing and thwart their efforts. In the process, he is tried and sentenced to prison as a terrorist, not once but twice. In between, he raises up an army of followers who continue the efforts while he is in prison. In this final book, he is in solitary confinement in prison, and confronted by the main bad guy. The bad guy tells him that he will die in 24 hours (or maybe 48, I haven’t decided). So the big question is, should he die?

On the side of letting him live, he has a wife (and now a son) who has been looking for him for 22 years. He has an army of followers who have been doing their best to find him during that time. And after a life of disappointment, it would be nice if he were rewarded.

On the side of killing him off, it would make a statement as to the plight of true heroes. It would be ironic that someone who has affected so many lives would die in secret, with no one there to see him die.

So what shall it be? Should I kill him off, or not? I welcome your comments, but rather than just voting for living or dying, please give me a reason.

His life is in your hands.

You might have noticed that I haven’t posted for a few days. I have been busy working on my latest writing project, entitled “Elijah.” I am involved in a variation of National Novel Writing Month. Every November, several hundred thousand people pledge and encourage each other to write a 50,000-word novel in 30 days. I have done it twice. This time, Edward Cheever II, a writing student of mine and a good friend, conspired with me to write 1,500 a day for 30 days, beginning on June 16. So far I have written just short of 40,000 words and have five days left. I am ahead of schedule, but I know that I won’t get much writing done tomorrow or Sunday, so I will behind the 8-ball again.

With that 40,000 words, I have written the first eight chapters of one book (Crash Corrigan), three short stories, several blogs, and the first six chapters of Elijah. It is a great way to stay motivated to write. During the school year, I long for the summer, when I have time to write. During the summer, I tend to find other things to take up my time. And so it goes.

After June 16, Edward and i are going to take a two-week break. I need to do some editing, and some work in my office (school-related). Then on July 1, we are going to do it again–1,500 words a day for 30 days.

Crazy, I know, but it beats digging ditches in the hot Texas sunshine.

The prison cell looked like no other in the world. It had a strange antiseptic look about it. The fluorescent lights remained on at all times, and shone brightly and cheerfully in the 10 by 12 foot cell. The cinder block walls were painted a flat white, reflecting the fluorescent light into the entire room. Furniture for the room consisted of a simple cot, a sink and a toilet. The only other additions to the room were two doors with no handles on them, two smaller hatches in the wall, also with no way of opening them, and a video camera hung high in one corner that took in everything that happened in that cell.

It had been the same way, day after day, night after night for 12 years. A prisoner who awoke in the cell would have absolutely no way of telling what time it was, what day it was, or what year. That, at least, was the plan.

What they didn’t count on were the extraordinary survival skills of Harris Borden, aka Elijah Brown. As Vice President Peter Annaway, Attorney General Miriam Case-Hudson, and Supreme Court Justice Aaron McBride met in Annaway’s office, discussing the status of Harris Borden, Harris was asleep. In response to the constant light bombarding from the fluorescent lamps in the high ceiling, Harris had resorted to sleeping on the cold floor beneath the cot. It wasn’t totally dark, but it was shaded from the harsh light above. Whether it was a small indication of mercy on the part of his guards, or just the fact that they strictly followed orders, which made no reference to where Harris slept, they left him alone. And that made all the difference to Harris.

A click came from one of the smaller doors next to the sink, waking Harris. It was breakfast, he knew, and the start of another day. He lay in the shade of the cot and mentally calculated. It had been 4,115 days since he had come to this facility. Add that to the 37 days he had survived at the first prison, and he had been imprisoned 4,152 days, or 12 years, three months and four days. Since the Super Bowl had been on February 4, that made today’s date May 8. He smiled at that fact, still disturbed that somewhere along the line he had lost track of the day of the week. No matter. He was a strict believer in observing one day a week as God’s Sabbath, but here, he worshipped God every day.

Once he knew what day it was, he patted the slip of paper on the bottom of the cot and slid out onto the open floor, in full view of the camera. He looked up and waved to the camera.

“Good morning,” he said quietly, smiling slightly. Then he turned in the opposite direction and looked at the ceiling, waving again.

“Good morning, Lord,” he said. “Thank you for another day of life.” He knelt against the side of the bed, folded his hands in front of him and bowed his head.

“Gracious God, it is a privilege to serve you, no matter in which vineyard you put me. The harvest here is unknown, but I will continue to sow as well as I can, and reap when I have the opportunity. Yours is all power and glory. In all things you are Master. I love you, Lord, and praise your name….”

His prayer was said aloud and went on for close to 30 minutes. In the meantime, the black lens of the video camera recorded every word he said and every action he made.

Harris finished his prayer and then promptly fell to the floor, his hands catching his upper body as he lay with prone, facing the floor. He began doing push ups, and counted them off to himself as he did them. When he got to 100, he stopped. His body had lost much of its massive musculature, and where a clean-shaven young man with broad shoulders and powerful thighs had entered the cell 12 years before, now an older man with long beard and streaks of grey with the build of a marathon runner lived out each day. Harris ate what they gave him, exercised when he could, and did everything he could to keep himself healthy and sane. But more than a decade in solitary confinement and without seeing the sun had taken its toll on him.

He stood again and did deep knee bends, inhaling and exhaling regularly. After that, he spent time doing yoga, then running through a variety of katas he remembered from his martial arts training that the first Elijah Brown had given him. After an hour of exercise, he finally gave himself permission to eat.

He went to the small door and opened it slowly. The food had been sitting there for 90 minutes, and had gotten cold, but he didn’t care. The psychology of prison was built around taking control away from the prisoners, and Harris was determined to follow his own daily regimen, regardless of what rewards he might miss or sacrifices he might have to make. He looked at the scrambled eggs, hashed browns, cold brown toast and canned pears loaded onto the rectangular plastic tray. Again, his captors expected him to eat his food without any utensils. Harris had become so used to the notion that he smiled when he realized that he probably wouldn’t know how to use a knife and fork anymore.

Fifteen minutes later, Harris had finished his breakfast. He loaded the tray into the compartment, which closed after he dropped it in. Then he went to the toilet for his morning constitutional. Finally, he went to the sink. There was no mirror above the stainless steel sink, but the sink did have a built-in stopper. Harris washed his face, then pulled his white T-shirt off and splashed water on his chest and under his arms.

One of the things Harris missed most of all was a toothbrush. He was not allowed any writing instruments, any eating utensils, and no personal items, including soap or a toothbrush. Once a week, the door next to his cot clicked open. Harris took off all of his clothes, and was provided the luxury of a cold shower with soap. The shower was automated, and he was allowed ten minutes to rinse, lather up, then rise again. He tried to be meticulous in cleaning his face and hair, but the shower clicked off twice in the first few months when he had taken too long. He spent the next week itching from the residual soap that he was unable to rinse off in time.

Once a month, Harris was somehow drugged while he was asleep. He suspected that they gassed him so he would not wake up. He woke up later, with fresh clothes, trimmed hair and beard, and his teeth cleaned. As much as he had always hated the dentist, he now longed for the personal contact that had come in the past. As it was, he had not seen another living person in more than 12 years.

But Harris realized early on that he was not alone. Although his captors didn’t want him in contact with other human beings, they had made one mistake. He did not have the luxury of hearing another person’s voice or seeing their face. But he knew that other people saw his face and heard his voice. He saw the unblinking camera in the corner of the room, and knew that he had an audience. And for 12 years, he had played to that captive audience.

Harris paused after washing and bowed his head over the sink. His captors probably thought that he was praying again; heaven knows he did that enough each day. But what he was doing was giving himself the luxury of looking in the only mirror that he had. He looked down into the water of the sink. Looking back at him was an old, grey man who was only a shadow of the man who had led a church as a pastor, who had challenged an international corporation, who had saved hundreds from wasted lives as homeless, gang bangers, or prostitutes, and who had stood as God’s champion before the mighty of hell itself.

He stared for a long minute, then shook his head.

“Enough self pity,” he whispered to himself. He knew that he had no privacy, that he was always watched. But he embraced the constant surveillance for what it was; a chance to be a 24 hour a day witness to those who observed him.

“Where did we leave off?” he said aloud, looking directly at the camera. “Ah yes, we were talking about Elijah.

“In case you missed our sermon yesterday, Elijah was a righteous man called by God to speak to the king and queen of that time. They were wicked and God told them that he would withhold his blessing of rain. Seven years went by without rain, and the land suffered. Finally, God told him to meet the king and his wicked priests on the top of Mount Carmel. There God demonstrated that all power was his, by sending fire from heaven to consume the sacrifice and altar than had been erected there, while Baal’s forces were unable to do the same.

“You would think that after seven years of God taking care of Elijah, keeping him safe and fed, while others died from lack of water and food, that he would trust God. You would think that after Elijah challenged the king and all the powerful priests of Baal that he would depend on God. You’d think that after Elijah saw fire fall down from heaven, sent from God himself that he would know that the Master would take care of things.

“But get your Bibles out. Take a look at First Kings, chapter 19.” Harris stood as if he held a Bible in his hand, held out in front of him. In his mind, he could see the Bible there, the old black NIV version that he always used to preach from. And as he saw it, he was able to quote from it, word for word:

Now Ahab told Jezebel everything Elijah had done and how he had killed all the prophets with the sword.  So Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah to say, ‘May the gods deal with me, be it ever so severely, if by this time tomorrow I do not make your life like that of one of them.’  Elijah was afraid and ran for his life.”

Harris paused and lowered his invisible Bible.

“Have you ever been afraid, truly afraid?” he asked the camera in the corner of the room. “I know I have. And the funny thing about fear is that it isn’t logical, it isn’t rational, it’s not even predictable. A man who has survived hurricanes and great battles without a whimper can be brought to his knees simply by having the lights go out. We all have our weakness, and we often fall victim to that weakness. Trust me, I have my own weaknesses, and they are many.”

His voice trailed off as Harris was caught in memories of things he had done and wished that he had done. Then he realized that he had an audience and continued.

“And so Elijah ran, and he ran, and he ran. And God came to him and told him, verse 11:

The LORD said, ‘Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the LORD, for the LORD is about to pass by.’
“Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper. When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave.
“Then a voice said to him, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’”

Harris paused and looked up, again remembering.

“Years ago, I was impressed to ask God to use me in a special way. In my own ignorance, I didn’t realize that He was already using me. I just didn’t see it. It wasn’t until two things happened that I came to realize what God wanted me to do.

“First, I was called by God. Not in a powerful wind that tore mountains apart. Not in an earthquake or a fire. But in a gentle whisper. God came to me—He continues to come to me—in a gentle whisper.”

Harris’ mind went back to his first prison experience when he was thrown in The Hole for 47 days. It was there that he first really heard God’s voice, and he learned that it was only through complete dependence on Him that he would be able to stand as God’s Champion.

“Second, it was there in prison that I became Elijah Brown. I helped someone else, and in return, he helped me. My new name came with an identity. I was no longer Harris Borden, pastor who couldn’t preach, didn’t believe, and was filled with doubt. I was Elijah—Elijah Brown. And by taking that name, I took the responsibility that comes with it.

“God doesn’t come to all of us the same way. But He does come to us. And whether He blows us over like a mighty wind, shakes us up like an earthquake, fills us with fire or just whispers to us in a very personal way, He will talk to us. All we have to listen. No, that’s not all we have to do. But that’s a good start.”

The sermon went on for hours. Harris Borden continued to preach to his invisible congregation, just as he had done for the past 12 years. And he was no longer filled with doubt, pulled by responsibilities, or distracted by other duties. His sermon was all he had, and he put all of himself into it.

Finally, spent, Harris stopped. The hatch clicked, signaling that lunch had arrived. Harris looked again at the camera.

“Let’s end this service with a rousing version of “Amazing Grace,” then I will close with prayer.”

Harris finished the service and ate his lunch, once again praying over it. The plastic tray held mashed potatoes, a nondescript meat patty of some sort, and green beans. He ate it with gusto, then put the tray back into the door, which clicked closed after him. Then Harris went through his physical exercises again. Finally it was time for a nap. Harris would return to his preaching in the afternoon, but the physical exercise and the preaching called for him to take a rest before he began his next service.

He lay flat on the floor and slid his thin body under the cot. The camera lens recorded that he followed the routine that he had followed every day of his life for the past 12 years. What they couldn’t see—or know—was what was happening under the safety of the cot.

For Harris didn’t have the luxury of a toothbrush, a pencil or even a fork to eat with. But he did have one treasure that his captors didn’t know about. Had they known, he was sure he would lose it.

On the bottom of the mattress, tucked between the wires that supported it, was a photograph of a young boy. It was Harris Borden Jr. He had never met his son, at least not in person. But he spent every private moment looking into his eyes, following the curve of his chin and his ears, and wondering at his curly hair.

It was the last gift anyone had ever given him. It was a present from his wife, Katya. It was all he had of a life that existed long ago and far away.

Above him, the black lens of the video camera recorded an empty cell, with only the outline of a lone, thin prisoner quietly lying beneath his single cot.

TWELVE YEARS LATER

The United States House of Representatives was about to open for a new session. The usual excitement of beginning was enhanced by the fact that there were so many new faces in Washington D.C. Even though President Walter B. Webb had been reelected in a landslide, there had been a sizeable turnover in both the House and in the Senate. Amid the natural confusion as to where people were supposed to sit, there was the added craziness of a new political party in power in the House.

The outgoing Speaker of the House stood to begin proceedings, and got everyone’s attention by banging the official gavel on the podium. Representatives, their assistants and interns all found their seats quickly, and the Speaker smiled thinly.

“On the morning of my last day of officiating these proceedings, I will ask you all to stand for a brief moment of meditation.” The traditional opening prayer to begin the session had been replaced by a moment of silence just a few years before, following a successful lawsuit by the ACLU and three other organizations.

Four hundred and four representatives and their staffs stood silently. Some bowed their heads and closed their eyes; most just looked straight ahead, their faces mirrored in boredom. Finally, the Speaker raised his head and smiled at the session.

“We have another session before us, my fellow representatives, and as always, it is a great honor to stand here in Congress and speak in the stead of the voters who have entrusted us with this responsibility. Although this is my fourth session–.” He paused as a murmur broke out in the Chamber, which rapidly became filled with shouting voices.

“Order! Order!” the Speaker shouted, banging his gavel. He then realized that several people were pointing at the wall behind him, their faces white with fear. He turned to see letters in Hebrew written in what looked like blood:

As he watched, the letters seemed to appear and become clearer. He looked at the wall, then at the people around him. One long-time representative from Delaware, Rep. Abraham Berkowitz, stood behind him on the platform. He looked as if here were ready to have a heart attack.

“Are you all right, Abe?” the Speaker said to the old man. Berkowitz shook his head, his lips moving in a silent prayer. Finally he spoke aloud.

“It’s a pronouncement of our doom,” he whispered harshly. “Our actions have been seen by Yahweh, and he is telling us that our doom is upon us.”

The Speaker looked at the old man, obviously in distress, and then and the shouting mass of people below him. Finally he looked at the Hebrew letters that grew more bold with every passing moment.

It was going to be a very strange session of Congress.

“In what appears to be a monumental hoax, incoming members of Congress were welcomed to an ominous phrase written in what appeared to be blood: ‘Mene mene tekel upharsin.’ The words are from the book of Daniel in the Old Testament. Simply put, it means, ‘You have been weighed in the balance and found wanting.’ Secret service, FBI and D.C. police are still looking for the pranksters responsible for the action.”

Vice President Peter Annaway hit the mute button on the flatscreen TV in his private office and looked at the other two people in the room. The Washington mall was clearly visible from the window behind him.

“Police forensics teams are saying it was a special dye that was put on the fabric on the wall. It reacted to the lights and heat of the room. It could have put on days or even weeks before.”

Attorney General Miriam Case-Hudson looked up from her overstuffed chair as she nursed her coffee laced with gin. “So it just happened to have the appearance of blood?”

Annaway shook his head. “No, my gut tells me that was intentional. Someone was making a statement.”

“Have they dusted for fingerprints, or gotten any other leads on who might have done this?” Supreme Court Justice Aaron McBride asked from the end of the couch where he sat drinking his black coffee, sans alcohol.

Case-Hudson shook her head. “No fingerprints, of course. Their best lead will be checking the logs. No one goes in or out of the Chamber without putting their name on the log.”

“On the other hand, no one is allowed in there without proper identification and a guard escort,” added Annaway. The three of them fell silent as they watched a CNN reporter interview the representative from New Mexico. Their lips moved in mute mode, but all three of them could imagine what words were coming out of the mouth of the politician. As a member of the political party that had fallen out of favor, the representative was no doubt quick to criticize the majority party as being irresponsible.

“Things never change,” McBride said. “Or, the more they change, the more they stay the same.”

“Whoever did this was no college freshman pulling a fraternity stunt,” said Case-Hudson. “They had to have security clearance to get in there—to get in the whole building, for that matter. And then they had to be alone long enough to write that mess on the wall. Which means it was done after hours.”

“But why?” McBride said. “What did they hope to accomplish by risking their life and writing some Old Testament curse on the wall of Congress?”

“It’s got to be some religious kook,” Case-Hudson said. The two men in the room looked at each other, then at the attorney general.

“You don’t think…?” McBride started to ask, and Case-Hudson was quick to shake her head.

“Not likely.”

“Not…likely? Not likely?” Annaway leaped to his feet from the desk he had been leaning on. “The man has been locked up in solitary confinement for 12 years. He’s not listed in any of the correctional system databases. No one sees him. No one. And you say, not likely? You had better be a lot more confident than that, Madam Attorney General.”

“Sorry,” she muttered, embarrassed. “I mean, it’s impossible. The man is under constant surveillance. We three are only part of a handful who know where he is. It didn’t happen.”

“And yet,” Annaway said, his voice slowing as he thought to himself. “The man has a history of being resourceful, of being underestimated.”

“No,” McBride said. “There’s no way anyone could get out of that hellhole we have him in. No frigging way.”

“What success have we had in turning him?” Annaway asked. “I mean, we’ve had 12 years. He should have gone crazy by now.”

“Oh, he’s a loon all right,” Case-Hudson said. “I’ve seen the video. And yet, we haven’t gotten him to change his mind about his so-called calling.”

“Twelve years,” muttered Annaway. “Maybe it’s time we take another approach with him.”

“He’s crazy, I tell you,” Case-Hudson said, putting down her coffee. “You’re wasting your time.”

“Maybe,” Annaway said. “But I’d still like to see what a professional can do with him. Let’s call in Beldon.”

“So what’s the verdict?” McBride asked. “Was it him?”

“In the Chamber?” Annaway shook his head. “No, there’s no way. It has to be someone else.”

McBride looked at Case-Hudson. “His group? The Heretics? Could they have done it?”

Case-Hudson laughed. “They are long gone. We took care of them in San Pedro. We haven’t heard a peep about Elijah Brown or seen any evidence of activity on their part in 12 years.”

“Then who?” asked McBride.

The three of them looked at each other in silence. CNN droned on in mute mode while they deliberated, an overview of the session displayed with the red letters glowing on the wall in the background. Finally Annaway spoke, his words chosen carefully.

“Has anyone considered why it happened here?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, why here? Why not the Senate Chamber? Why not the Oval Office? What is so special about the Representatives Chamber?”

They paused, then Case-Hudson spoke up.

“Do you think they know about the Homeowners Reform Bill? That’s still in subcommittee. It hasn’t even been made public yet.”

Annaway looked at her, one eyebrow raising.

“I’m more concerned about Project Kryptonite. If that got out, it would ruin all of us.”

Case-Hudson and McBride stared at the Vice President and nodded.

“It sounds like we need to notify General Medfield,” Case-Hudson said. “Get White Raven on the case.”

“Do you think that’s wise?” McBride asked.

“McBride, how did you get as far as you have without taking any risks? You are a Supreme Court justice. Time to be a man,” Case-Hudson looked with disdain at the judge. She then turned to Annaway.

“You want me to make the call?” she asked. Annaway nodded.

“If it’s not Borden, then it’s his Heretics. If it’s not the Heretics, then it’s someone else. In any case, it needs to be dealt with.

“Colleagues, if we are truly going to change history, then we need to make sure that all our dominoes are correctly placed. Let’s make sure they are. Starting with Harris Borden.”

“Dear Katya:

“I am writing this letter in the hope that it will get to you somehow. After leaving you I was taken in a vehicle with blackened windows to an underground holding facility. I have no idea where I am, or how long they intend to hold me before taking me to trial. I have not talked to anyone in the past two weeks. They don’t seem to be interested in anything I have to say.

“I wish things could have turned out differently, but I have continuing faith in God. I know that He continues to use me, and will use me as long as I submit to His will. I stand faithful as each day I surrender to Him. I ask that you place your faith and trust in Him as well.

“I cherish the few moments we had together in the elevator. They have taken everything away from me, but I managed to keep the photo you gave me of my son. That photo and the few seconds we had together were the best gift I have received in years. With God’s blessing, they will sustain me until this adventure is resolved.

“God bless you. I will write when I can.

“Your loving husband, Harris.”

Seventeen-year-old Ruth waited for a long moment on the phone after she finished reading the letter. She knew that it was hard for Katya to absorb the words, and she secretly hoped that Katya would break the silence. Instead she heard only sniffling from the other end, which she presumed accompanied Katya’s crying. Finally, Ruth decided to speak.

“That letter was smuggled out to us by a sympathetic guard a few weeks ago. When we heard where Harris was being held captive, we planned a prison break. We had everything planned and were two days from execution when we got word from our inside informant that he had been moved to another prison.”

“Where?” Katya asked.

“We’re still working on that. As far as we can tell, it’s off the grid. Bobby, our hacker, can’t find any trace of Harris, or Elijah Brown or any other pseudonym they might have used for him in the Federal Correctional Facility database, in the Homeland Security database, or in the FBI website. But we will keep trying.”

Another sniff. “Ruth, you have no idea how much I appreciate all the work you and the others are doing in finding Harris. I just wish I were closer so that I could help out.”

“You did the right thing in leaving the country as quickly as you did. The way I hear it, Universal and their friends had the borders and airports locked down looking for you within 24 hours. You can’t let them use you or your son as leverage on Harris.”

Ruth waited for more from Katya, but could tell the conversation was winding down.

“What now? What can I do to help?” Katya said finally.

Ruth shook her head, as if Katya could see her gesture 10,000 miles away in Russia. “You’re doing it. Stay out of sight. Keep a low profile. In the meantime, be assured that we will never, NEVER give up the search for your husband. We all owe him too much.”

Ruth flipped the cell phone closed and sighed, looking across the table at the three other Heretics. Her 15-year-old brother Josh sat impatiently, his knee jiggling up and down in a nervous tic. The others, Esther and James, were finishing their plates of spaghetti. They were the same age as Ruth and Josh, and had somewhat the same spotty history of living on the streets, minor police records, abuse and salvation from the hand of Harris Borden and his Heretics.

The Italian restaurant where they had met was empty other than one waiter, who stood patiently in the far corner, and Mac, the owner and chef who worked in back. Mac had become sympathetic to their cause. Not only did they find the usually empty restaurant a convenient place to meet, Mac provided them with all the spaghetti they could eat, free of charge. Ruth looked at the other three, who continued to look at their plates.

“Something wrong?” Ruth asked, raising an eyebrow. She pushed her shaggy blue hair back from her face and leaned forward. “You guys OK?”

“Esther and James have had second thoughts,” Josh said. “This isn’t like any of the other times.”

“You mean you’re nervous because the Boss is gone,” Ruth said sharply. “We’ve already talked about this. Harris wouldn’t want us to sit down and wait for the end just because he is gone. We’re still doing God’s work, after all.”

“Are we?” Esther said, leaning forward over the table, her long black hair spilling forward. “Did God come to you and tell you that we are supposed to hit this freighter? I don’t recall anyone getting messages from God but Harris. Or maybe there’s something you haven’t shared with us.”

“Look, we all voted Ruth in charge,” Josh said. “Just because you guys are getting cold feet doesn’t mean you can change things.”

Ruth held out her hand to hush her little brother. “Nevermind, Josh. You guys want me to step down? I will, in a heartbeat. I never wanted to be in charge.”

Esther shook her head. “You know that’s not what we want. I just want to make sure we are doing the right thing here.”

Ruth nodded. “All our intel says that there are over 200 teenager girls on that Albanian freighter. It sets sail tomorrow morning for Marsailles. Those girls will be sold into slavery and their lives will be over. You want them to live the life that we went through on the streets, Esther? Selling your body for a crust of bread? Is that what you want for them?”

Esther didn’t answer, but looked down, and Ruth knew she had made her point.

“OK, then we strike in exactly two hours. Josh and his team will take out the dock gang and get us through the gates. Daniel’s team will take out the ship’s crew in their cabins and on deck. Esther and I will lead the others below to the hold to get the girls. We will have 15 minutes for the entire operation.”

Ruth gave each of them two sheets of paper; one with the map of the dock area and the two ramps leading onto the old freighter, the other with a diagram of the four levels of the ship.

They spent the next 20 minutes answering all their questions, then stood to leave. Ruth waved to Mac in the back and then turned back to the rest of them.

“Look, let’s pray on this one,” she said. “It’s the first rescue we’ve put together since…well, since.” The others nodded and Ruth led them in a simple prayer. She tried to put forward a look of confidence to the others, but the reality was, she was as frightened, if not more, than any of the others. Like all the others, she had leaned heavily on Harris’ training and confidence. Now the Heretics were without their usual leader, but had just as much of a challenge before them as when he was in charge.

God, protect us all, she whispered to herself.

The foursome got into her black Chevy freight van with the darkened windows and drove to the rally point. It was already a major achievement, she told herself. Heretics from all over the country had come to show their support for this rescue. She recognized a few of them, but most were strangers to her, and were probably known only to Harris as being sheep from the same fold. Fact is, everyone was hurting with the loss of Harris. This rescue was important to show them that they weren’t lost without Borden, and that there was still hope.

The rally point was inside an abandoned warehouse just six blocks from the docks. They drove the van into the opened door and into the middle of the main floor of the big building. The four of them stepped from the van amid cheers from the crowd of Heretics. Ruth waved her hand for silence, and she felt a wave of nausea roll over her stomach as she opened her mouth to speak. Josh looked at her as she shut her mouth and leaned hard against the van.

“You OK?” he asked.

She inhaled through her nose and nodded quickly. She turned back to the crowd and opened her mouth to speak. Instead of words, out of her mouth came an eruption of vomit. She folded in half as the stream of fluid and half-eaten spaghetti flew from her mouth.

“Whoa!” the crowd said in one voice and backed away. Josh grabbed her shoulder and led her around to the other side of the van. Ruth’s stomach twisted within her, and she opened her mouth to vomit and vomit again. Every time she thought the nausea was over and she opened her mouth to speak, another wave caught her and she covered the floor in front of her. After a long fifteen minutes, the nausea started to subside.

“We’re running…running behind schedule,” she got out, speaking to Josh, and to Esther, who had joined them. “I’m OK. I will be fine.” She tried to stand and pushed against Josh, who pushed her back down into a sitting position.

“You’re not OK,” Josh said. “You’re white as a sheet and can’t even stand.” He turned to Esther. “I think we need to scrub the mission.”

“No!” Ruth said, looking up at the other two. “You can’t do that. That ship sails at dawn. You guys are the only chance those girls have.”

“You guys?” Esther repeated to Ruth.

Ruth nodded. “Josh is right. I’m in no condition to lead. I would only slow you all down. I’m putting you in charge, Esther.”

Esther looked at Josh, who paused, then nodded.  Esther shrugged and turned back to the others. Josh looked at his sister, who waved him away.

“I’m all right,” she said. “Just leave me. I will listen to your progress on the radio.” Josh nodded, then joined the others.

Ruth retched again. “Mac, what did you feed me?” Then she remembered that Mac had recommended his new mushroom sauce and she had been the only one who had ordered it. “”I’ll never eat mushrooms again,” she moaned.

She listened to Esther giving a quick overview to the others, and realized that she had made the right decision. She felt proud when Josh took over and told the others that they would be using a combination of homemade tear gas and stun guns to immobilize the guards and sailors they would meet. Bobby was there as well, letting them know that he would go to the bridge to search the ship logs and make sure they didn’t leave anyone or anything important behind.

“They’ll be fine,” Ruth told herself, as she watched the teams leave the warehouse and head for the docks. Yet she wasn’t sure if the queasy feeling in her stomach was from the food poisoning or from a feeling of apprehension.

A few minutes later, she used the side of the van to help support herself as she walked/crawled around to the driver’s seat. She climbed inside and switched on the CB radio.

“Team one in place,” she heard James’ voice say finally. “Resistance is futile. I mean, taken out.” Ruth rolled her eyes at the last comment, knowing that James was a big Star Trek fan.

“By the numbers, Team One,” she heard Esther say to James. In other words, get serious, Dude.

“Team two in place,” she heard Josh say a few minutes later. “Minimal resistance. Be aware, they have Uzis.”

Uzis? Ruth thought. Why would Armenian sailors in San Pedro Harbor be carrying machine pistols? Something’s not right, she thought.

“Team three and four proceed below decks,” Esther said. Ruth tried to visualize the rescue teams taking the stairwell down below decks and to the forward compartment where the captives were supposed to be held.

“Be aware that the radio probably won’t work below decks,” Bobby said. Ruth knew that he was headed for the bridge as he spoke. There was a long moment of silence, and Ruth waited for any signal that they had been successful. In the meantime she continued to think about the automatic guns they had found. What did this mean?

As she thought, she heard the sound of trucks outside. She opened the door of the van and stepped carefully over to the half-opened door to the warehouse. When she got there, she saw that a line of Humvees and black sedans was driving outside on the street in the direction of the dock. It’s a trap, she realized. Someone knew their plan.

Forgetting her nausea, she ran back to the van and tore open the driver’s door. She reached for the microphone on the CB and pushed the button.

“All teams,” she shouted. “This is Ruth. Abort! I say again, abort. It is a trap!”

There was no response from the CB. Instead, she began the hear the sharp crack of automatic rifle fire coming from the freighter. Her stomach went up to her throat, and not because she had been vomiting. She jumped into the front seat of the van and slammed the door shut. She turned the key and started it, shoving it quickly into gear. Then she floored it.

The black van hit the half-opened door at the edge of the large entrance. The door responded by ripping from its hinged and tearing away. Silver metal screamed around her as it folded over the top of the van. Ruth pushed the accelerator harder and the van leaped out into the street.

She made a quick left and then a right onto the street where she had seen the Humvees pass by. She saw two vehicles pulled across the street ahead of her, blocking her way. She realized that she would have to go on foot.

She stopped her engine and shut off the engine. She listened on the CB channel they had set aside for communication, but all she got was static. She realized that someone was purposely jamming that channel, so she switched to other channels. She finally found some voices on channel 2.

“Get off the ship,” she heard Esther’s voice say. “Get to the deck and jump off the ship. It’s your only–.”

Esther’s words were interrupted as Ruth heard a strange, deep whumping sound. It happened twice, and then she saw a huge fireball rise in the sky from where she knew the freighter was docked. A second later, she felt a blast of hot air, and the whumping became a kaboom.

The shock wave that followed next shook the van she was in. As she watched, two men, apparently Federal officials of some sort, were thrown to the ground behind the Humvees. Another fireball, this one many times bigger, rose in the sky, lighting the night like the Fourth of July.

Pieces of burning debris flew through the air. Ruth watched as a burning chair fell out of the sky and landed just feet in front of her van. And two thoughts came into her mind.

First, no one could have survived a blast like that.

Second, her brother was on that ship.